[24 Dec 2009|04:54pm] theradiostatic [ music | City and Colour - Comin' Home ] You know, although I find myself perpetually unhappy with certain aspects of my life, others truly outweigh those. In the few days I've been away from college, I've found that putting emphasis on the good things in life helps forget the bad. I thought coming home would suck and although it does and I find myself quite bored, I've been catching up with the friends that I truly miss, though there's a couple I haven't gotten to yet. I've been listening to every bit of music that ever meant something to me for the first time since graduating high school and it feels incredible. I've listened to more great music as well. I've focused a lot of my attention on things like meeting more people, listening to more music, watching more movies, and counting my blessings. It's kept me a lot happier when I know I normally would just be pissed off and annoyed. Well, some things are going to change this semester and some things will stay the same. I know what changes will make me or break me, but I'm going to continue looking on the bright side because nothing else should matter, right? post comment

[21 Dec 2009|12:29am] theradiostatic So let's face it, this was never what you wanted. But I know it's fun to pretend... Now blank stares and empty threats are all I have. They're all I have.. So drown me if you can, or we could just have conversation. and I fall, I fall, I falter. But I found you before I drift away... Now you still speak of day old hate. Though your whole world has really gone up in flames. And isn't it great to find out that you're really worth nothing. And how safe it is to feel safe.. post comment

The Holiday. [19 Dec 2009|05:27pm] theradiostatic I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! post comment

[16 Dec 2009|08:58pm] itsxelectric [ mood | happy ] Winter break is almost here! All I need to worry about now is to cross things off my seemingly never ending list(s). post comment

[14 Dec 2009|05:21pm] theradiostatic You're the honey and the moon that lights up my night. But right now everything you want is wrong and right now all your dreams are waking up. And right now, I wish I could follow you..to the shores of freedom...where no one lives. 1 comment|post comment

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